apprehensive and content

These days, I feel better about my work. I feel more productive .I don't want to jinx it, but I feel like I'm on a roll, just workwise. after work I tu into the coach potatoe that I am. today I just lied on bed and watched videos after work. In my defense, I was also feeling a bit unwell.

I hate this part of the night. just waiting around to find the will to brush my teeths. as a person who hates adulting, I can confidently declare that as my least favorite part of adulthood. and I vehemently hate so many things about adulting, so it's saying something

there are good news here and there these days. so we might get to /have to go back to work .not goa lie , not looking forward to it. kinda used to current situation. I am making some progress at work and I don't know if it is partly stems from better isolation that I have at home. what if going back to work disrupt this nice flow that I have going on. by the way, I find the word "flow"repellent. it just makes me think about period blood. )

Sunshine...